~Eevee445

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DAMMIT...
I knew it, I just felt it from the moment I saw the preview of the last episode from I just knew that the "kiss of death" will be taken
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UGH NOOOOOOOOO

I knew this was gonna happen sooner or later.

the recent chapter of Naruto have a certain part that is really similar to a part I have planned already.

and not only that, in the next Episode of Naruto SHippuuden (episode 60) there is a big chance that the same thing might happen.

and what's more devastating than the above is that I was nearly finished with 's prize and then boom the file got corrupted and I have absolutely no idea why it did happen

it's just isn’t my day

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Clubs I'm in

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Naruto-NGNR-FC

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Awsom artest

GAAAA

I can't believe my page views, it's moving WAY TOOO SLOOOOOW no matter how hard I try to rise it.

THAT DAMMIN THING IS BROCKEN IT WONT BUDGE

Does anyone knows how to make it go up faster, I mean I've been in DA for more than 3 years no and I can barely reach 25000 (how lame is that)

Moving along to my lovely job

my boss has given me 550 surveys, each survey has 15 question each and want me to do an analysis for each question + preparing training courses for about 30 employees + following up the a university programme + Following up Training courses bills + following up another university programme (this one is separated to 2 universities) + plus catching up with the employees who returned from their courses + finding courses for employees who are unable to find a suitable courses… and the list goes on and on and on.

after all of that there are still people say that I'm not working, the irony is that those people are the same people that I thought they were my friends and what's more funny that the people who I have been avoiding dealing wit them are the one who have been covering my back most of the time.

Life cant get any better than that

Any how moving back to DA

There is nothing much to say here about me but there is something to say about few people.


First lets begin with has started a Dragon Ball Z Doujin, you can read it here: [link]
it's still fresh in it's first chapter and it's Dragon Ball Z so I'm predicting some action soon

second …. and where the hell are you guys, I'm dying in here waiting to see the rest of your Doujins

that's enough for now

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Clubs I'm in

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Awsom artest

sorry I couldn't do it unstill now


RULES:
1.Write these rules.
2.Each tagged person must write 8 things about he/her-self.
3.And he/her has to write a journal about these things.
4.Finally he/her has to tag other 8 people.
5.Go to their DA's page and write they've been tagged.


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1.Write these rules.

First rule check

Second rule
1- I'm selfish in some sort of way
2- I don't talk to people much (seriously, my fellows employees thought I was mute in the first week :LOL
3- I have a big problem in remembering stuff; I always forget almost every thing.
4- I have a job that give good money every month :joy:
5- I have a sleeping problem
6- I have a hard time dealing with my personality and mood
7- I do what I want and don't care what people think of me (except my drawing)
8- I have a hard time talking about myself (except to a cretin someone you know who you are)

Second rule check

3.And he/her has to write a journal about these things.

Third rule Checked I guess it's

4.Finally he/her has to tag other 8 people.
I'm gonna change that rule to anyone who wants to do it so…

Forth rule checked

5.Go to their DA's page and write they've been tagged.
I just changed the rule related to this one so anyone who want to do it

Fifth rule checked

And this is the end of it at last……..

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Clubs I'm in

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Naruto-NGNR-FC

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Awsom artest

hi all

thanks for everyone who commented on the last journal you are all wonderful and you made me change my decision completely

yes I'm going to continue making it and that's my decision

sorry I didn’t update the journal when I decided to continue the doujin. I really have a very limited time sorry if I worried all of you

also I want to add a special thanks to for having the long talk, she is a good listener

and finally the great news

I have a fan club for the doujin <== please join

the last thing I have ever imagined having for the doujin

thanks for the founder

I can’t stay anymore sorry, I’m a bit busy right now and I'll be back by tomorrow so bye until tomorrow and hopefully and update of the doujin

god I'm feeling down

it's just not worth it

yes I'm talking about my doujin. I hate cheking my DA acount becouse of it

I know a lot of you will probably think that I'm selfish after this journal and... Well I do too
in a way I feel that I deserve more for the effort I'm giving it
each page takes almost 5 days to make 5 DAYS that's including my 1 hour brake during the job

I sketch it first, ink it and scan it after that I keep cleaning it more than 5 times and edit it using Photoshop and Corel painter until I can get it to look right (sadly not every time I manage to get it right)

and all of that for about 230 views and about 10 faves for each. I get about 30 comments on each page though half of it are from me thanking each one that have commented on the page to show my appreciation

a friend told me that things will get better for the doujin soon but it actually didn’t happen, the only thing I can see happening is that things just keep getting worse and worse for it.

I’m sorry to bother you all with my babbling and as I apologies for my selfishness but if things stayed they way they are, I don’t think that I’m gonna be able to continue the doujin…

I guess I don’t handle things pretty well , I really had high hopes for this doujin though it ended up like my old manga “a total failure”